Thursday, July 21, 2005
the chinese blogger page
yup it's got me in a rut. blogger.com is totally in chinese, a language i'm not familiar with.... oh wait i'm chinese! sheesh,i'm goin by memory here, tryna post this up! sudden loneliness and inspiration(wth do those mix?!) hit me and i knew i had ta let it out. i know this place has been dead, and ohh so sorry bout that but for the lingering stranger good on ya for stickin around.
i'm stuck in office doin up a tender proposal for transport companies interested in applying for transport IMF conference next year. it has to be one of the most boring days of my life! kinda reminds me of days long gone where we were camping it out in canteen 1 in ngee ann rushing our project, where everything hinged on our last gasp effort. this time round, nothing's in it for me, i have absolutely nothing to gain from staring at Word all day, and that's exactly what i've been doing. in between falling asleep and tryna point out grammer mistakes, it's been a little unreal, but i'm still here typing so i guess i'm alright.
i went to ngee ann to do some job card profile sort thingy yesterday and turns out i'm kinda into psychology, music, drama, criminology, ... and sports! so maybe a PE teacher for me, a future in NIE perhaps? looks like a serious prospect now, and wow what a difference from what i saw myself doing. not that i KNEW where i was going, but this totally blows my mind... hmmm so is this it?
i'm tired, mentally, physically, stuck in camp without a bath towel to clean up and really wanting to sleep. but it's ok this is what it's all about in army, and there'll be more to come cos i'm gawna be taking over the Ops Spec job in a few months. my life in the army is gonna be all paperwork, all office, and all projects with OC and interacting with encik daily. i hoped that doing servicing i could get away from the office where all the stress is at, but now i gotta see things from another light if i'm to settle into my new role.
hmmm ......... which is the submit button?
P.S: i'm actually posting this at night 2100 hrs because it turns out i clicked "draft", not publish! arghhh -_-
paN!cker lost it at 12:38 am
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